Saturday, April 07, 2007
@6:49 PM
hes amazing and i love him!!!
of course he doesnt know, and im soo not tleling him until, well, later :) but i was in the hospital last night, and i didnt have anywhere to sleep, so he offered his bed, and i slep with him, holding his hand to keep it warm all night.
mm, i love him :) hes the most amazing man ive ever met, and i thank God that he has blesed me that i could be so happy.
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all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Sunday, April 01, 2007
@4:38 PM
this is not a song or poem. i dont have itme to put my thoughts into an art form, i jsut want them out. i need them out.
remember our scene? though it was a long time ago, i remember it perfectly. We were trying to decide whether we should kiss or not? we never really decided.
that day we were the first ones to go, and i was so nervous, i asked you "have you decided how were going to end it?" and you said "yea, i know how".
so we went onstage, in front of all our classmates, and performed a scene, a skit that seemed kind of a wierd story of 2 friends who became more than that because the girl fell in love with him.
we ended it with a kiss. thats where it started for me. thats where the skit slowly became real.
the sad thing is i think you are the guy "why would you wanna kid like that for?"
"im not"
im afraid it will happen, most of all, im afraid of you. im afraid that i will be very happy. im afraid tthat i will want you more than you will want me. im afraid that i really have fallen in love with you.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
@2:50 PM
it was just another day sittin in class
another day id rather just sit back and daydream
about where life will take me.
but the reason i was there didnt seem so bad
because i remember that day was the day
that i would finally be the one
finally be the one you want.
as much as i try i cant help but want you
its so hard but i, i cant help that i need you
and its so crazy that you, youll never know but
its not like you want me, its not liek you want me too.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Monday, January 22, 2007
@8:54 PM
i like you like a fat kid likes cake
even more than martha likes to bake
its not fair that you makes me feel this way
its not my fault i like you like this
i have to shoot and and i really cant miss this time
i cant waste another day
cuz when im with you im on top of the world
and when im with you we can do anything
and be anything and love anyway.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Saturday, December 09, 2006
@11:32 PM
back from the movies and i cant help but think
about the time spent with him
back at home and i cant help but think
about the time not spent with him
what happens when your hearts in another place
all i can do is hope and brace
for the fall im about to take
i just hope that i make
it to him
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Friday, December 08, 2006
@5:03 PM
so hes not you, hes the one that makes me smile
the one that makes my days and hours so worthwhile
we were never like that, i was never there
we could never be with eachother and laugh anywhere
but i found him, i found the arms that will hold me so tight
and i found him, i found the touch that will sleep with me at night
im sorry it had to be like this, but we were never meant to be
im sorry it took so long, but now i finally see
that you are not the one for me, and he will always be my sunshine
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
@6:49 PM
thinkin about this boy i know,
he says the dumbest things so
i will smile
hes not mine im not his,
im someone elses and that is
the way the story goes
every once in awhile i think about
the way things might turn out
and the more i think the more i feel
that he can not be real
cuz its jsut too perfect, jsut too soon
but its just too late for me and you
please take me away, steal me away
but its too late for you and me anyway.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Thursday, November 23, 2006
@10:15 PM
in the drawer or on the floor is where i keep my clothes
its hard to see but its only me and thats the way the story goes
its early sunday and im only halfway between the coffee shop and you
its still hard to see but its only me and your still pulling me to you
i cant understand how you can look at me and make me feel this way
i would try to explain it but i just cant find the perfect words to say
when your around im upside down
just carrying on, feelin so foolish
i trip on curbs and run into doors
and its easy for me to love you anyway.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
