Saturday, April 07, 2007
@6:49 PM
hes amazing and i love him!!!
of course he doesnt know, and im soo not tleling him until, well, later :) but i was in the hospital last night, and i didnt have anywhere to sleep, so he offered his bed, and i slep with him, holding his hand to keep it warm all night.
mm, i love him :) hes the most amazing man ive ever met, and i thank God that he has blesed me that i could be so happy.
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all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
Sunday, April 01, 2007
@4:38 PM
this is not a song or poem. i dont have itme to put my thoughts into an art form, i jsut want them out. i need them out.
remember our scene? though it was a long time ago, i remember it perfectly. We were trying to decide whether we should kiss or not? we never really decided.
that day we were the first ones to go, and i was so nervous, i asked you "have you decided how were going to end it?" and you said "yea, i know how".
so we went onstage, in front of all our classmates, and performed a scene, a skit that seemed kind of a wierd story of 2 friends who became more than that because the girl fell in love with him.
we ended it with a kiss. thats where it started for me. thats where the skit slowly became real.
the sad thing is i think you are the guy "why would you wanna kid like that for?"
"im not"
im afraid it will happen, most of all, im afraid of you. im afraid that i will be very happy. im afraid tthat i will want you more than you will want me. im afraid that i really have fallen in love with you.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
@2:50 PM
it was just another day sittin in class
another day id rather just sit back and daydream
about where life will take me.
but the reason i was there didnt seem so bad
because i remember that day was the day
that i would finally be the one
finally be the one you want.
as much as i try i cant help but want you
its so hard but i, i cant help that i need you
and its so crazy that you, youll never know but
its not like you want me, its not liek you want me too.
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
